08/28/2022
Gathering
MUSICAL OFFERING
ANNOUNCEMENTS
Let me remind you quickly of our protocols for everyone’s safety.
· Attendance was taken by Ushers as you entered.
· Masks are required by those not vaccinated as well as social distancing
· Offerings may be placed in the plate by the doors.
· Please write your prayer request on the Yellow cards. An usher will pick them up during the 1st hymn.
· Please join us after service for fellowship in Calvin Hall
PRAYER REQUESTS
Gary Iverson, Bob Bock, Joan Boyd, Wanda Hirl, Marilyn Neymeyer, Joan Pinkston, Maxine Wagner, Annette Conzett, Jo Lefleur, Judy Welcher, Dr Dyke, Harlan Marx, Lois Seger, Jon Ryner, Abagail Niles, Helanah Niles, Kay Werner, Ukraine, Arlene Pawlik, Angela and Tristan, Bonnie Pillers, Deb Weller.
PRELUDE
*CALL TO WORSHIP
L: We are surrounded by the amazing gifts of God.
P: Big gifts, small gifts, healing gifts, gifts of sustenance and life.
L: We are witnesses to the love of Jesus Christ,
P: The most amazing gift of all.
L: So we gather this day to sing God’s praise,
P: And to offer our hearts in response to God’s goodness.
L: Come, Lord Jesus.
P: Be among us this Day. Amen.
*GATHERING PRAYER
We come to praise our God who is our Creator and our Redeemer. We give
thanks to our healer and our deliverer. We seek renewal and inspiration to go
on with our lives, to be God’s people, to offer God’s love and compassion to all God’s people. Amen.
*HYMN All Creatures of Our God and King # 455
(You may be seated.)
CALL TO CONFESSION
God knows our hearts and our minds. God feels our deep distress and is aware of the guilt that weighs us down. God invites us to come that we might know the release offered in his amazing love for us. Let us come and lay our broken selves before our Creator.
PRAYER OF CONFESSION
O Lord, We know that we have fallen short of your call to grace and generosity. We’ve turned a blind eye to the needs around us, claiming that our own security and comfort was primary. We’ve done harm to others in the pursuit of our advantage. We’ve been a fearful people, closing ourselves off to those around us. Forgive us for our self-centered thinking that closes our fist and prevents us from reaching out in your name.
WORDS OF ASSURANCE
O Lord, We know that we have fallen short of your call to grace and generosity. We’ve turned a blind eye to the needs around us, claiming that our own security and comfort was primary. We’ve done harm to others in the pursuit of our advantage. We’ve been a fearful people, closing ourselves off to those around us. Forgive us for our self-centered thinking that closes our fist and prevents us from reaching out in your name.
SONG OF PRAISE Gloria Patri #579
PASSING THE PEACE
(Please greet those around you as we all say these words in unison.)
May the peace of Christ be with you. And also with you.
INTERLUDE
Word
PRAYER FOR ILLUMINATION
Savior. In so many ways you offer blessings to your people. But we often struggle with our own impatience and blindness. As your word is read and proclaimed, may we hold open our hearts and minds to receive your presence, your healing and your love. Amen.
SCRIPTURE LESSONS
Genesis 27: 30-36a, 41
30 As soon as Isaac had finished blessing Jacob, when Jacob had scarcely gone out from the presence of his father Isaac, his brother Esau came in from his hunting. 31 He also prepared savoury food, and brought it to his father. And he said to his father, ‘Let my father sit up and eat of his son’s game, so that you may bless me.’ 32 His father Isaac said to him, ‘Who are you?’ He answered, ‘I am your firstborn son, Esau.’ 33
Then Isaac trembled violently, and said, ‘Who was it then that hunted game and brought it to me, and I ate it all[a] before you came, and I have blessed him?—yes, and blessed he shall be!’ 34 When Esau heard his father’s words, he cried out with an exceedingly great and bitter cry, and said to his father, ‘Bless me, me also, father!’ 35 But he said, ‘Your brother came deceitfully, and he has taken away your blessing.’ 36 Esau said, ‘Is he not rightly named Jacob? 41 Now Esau hated Jacob because of the blessing with which his father had blessed him, and Esau said to himself, ‘The days of mourning for my father are approaching; then I will kill my brother Jacob.
Genesis 32: 22-32
22 The same night he got up and took his two wives, his two maids, and his eleven children, and crossed the ford of the Jabbok. 23 He took them and sent them across the stream, and likewise everything that he had. 24 Jacob was left alone; and a man wrestled with him until daybreak. 25 When the man saw that he did not prevail against Jacob, he struck him on the hip socket; and Jacob’s hip was put out of joint as he wrestled with him. 26 Then he said, ‘Let me go, for the day is breaking.’ But Jacob said, ‘I will not let you go, unless you bless me.’ 27 So he said to him, ‘What is your name?’ And he said, ‘Jacob.’ 28 Then the man[a] said, ‘You shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel, for you have striven with God and with humans, and have prevailed.’ 29 Then Jacob asked him, ‘Please tell me your name.’ But he said, ‘Why is it that you ask my name?’ And there he blessed him. 30 So Jacob called the place Peniel, saying, ‘For I have seen God face to face, and yet my life is preserved.’ 31 The sun rose upon him as he passed Penuel, limping because of his hip. 32 Therefore to this day the Israelites do not eat the thigh muscle that is on the hip socket, because he struck Jacob on the hip socket at the thigh muscle.
SERMON Wrestling with God
In today’s world we might call Jacob a grifter. My dictionary defines grifter as a person who engages in small scale swindling and deceit. Although, I bet Esau wouldn’t consider Jacob’s thefts small scale! First, he manipulates things such that his older brother is forced to trade his birthright for a bowl of stew. (Although, one might wonder at the wisdom of such a trade! ) As the eldest brother, Esau was entitled to the largest share of his father’s estate, but by his manipulation, Jacob was able to get his hands on that much larger share.
In our reading for today, we learn that Jacob and his mother, Rebekah had pulled one over on an aging Isaac. They had deceived the blind, old man into giving to this younger son, the blessing-- that which would ensure that Jacob’s offspring would inherit the promises that God had made to his grandfather, Abraham. Land and children as numerous as the stars, and perhaps most importantly, God’s claim and blessing to rest upon Jacob.
No, Esau wasn’t happy. We can tell that by the way he was plotting Jacob’s death! Perhaps Jacob and Rebekah had thought he would accept this loss in the same way he seemed to have acquiesced to the loss of his birthright. But that wasn’t the case.
Esau was hot, and that meant Jacob had to get out of Dodge--fast. Just as Abraham had left his father’s house and gone out into the unknown, Jacob would have to go. BUT, he did it without a wife or household, without livestock or time to plan. Without a farewell party or time to gather provisions or even say a proper goodbye. He’s off. He’s in the wind. He’s running for his life.
How frightening and lonely it must have been! I wonder if Jacob would have given back that blessing if he could. But that’s not the way these things work.
Jacob ran to his mother’s brother, to Laban, who was every bit as shifty and devious and out for his own advantage as Jacob. And he stayed there for many years. He did OK. He acquired two wives and their maid servants as his concubines, eleven sons and at least one daughter. ( A 12 th son would be born later.) He had flocks of sheep and goats, camels and cows and donkeys. He had servants and all that went with these things. Jacob was a rich man. God had, indeed, blessed him!
But now God was calling Jacob home. His father’s home was where the land was. It was the land that God had promised to Abraham. Home was where he needed to be. There was only one problem. Esau. The wrath of Esau was likely still burning hot. He had pledged Jacob’s death, and he was a powerful man—a manly man! Just because many years had passed, it didn’t mean that Esau had mellowed.
So Jacob, the schemer, the grifter, began to develop a plan. He divided out a portion of his livestock—sheep, goats, cows, donkeys, camels. Five species of animals, and he put them into herds of each species. He then had servants drive each herd along the path towards where his brother would come. He spaced them so that there would be maximum impact. Five times Esau would encounter a herd of animals, and each time the servant would tell this angry, older brother that these animals belonged to Jacob and were sent as a gift to Esau. It seemed that Jacob was well aware that the guilt was on him. He was well aware that it was up to him to fix this thing, and he hoped that with some generosity, Esau might calm, and they could co-exist in peace.
But there was no guarantee. So Jacob, the crafty person that he was, divided the remaining part of his livestock and sent them in opposite directions. Perhaps if Esau was determined to get his revenge on Jacob, at least half of the livestock would survive. He also took his family and put them in a safe place so they wouldn’t be harmed.
And then there was nothing to do but to wait. Dark was falling, and it looked to be along and uncomfortable night. How anxious he must have been! How lonely! How filled with dread was his racing mind!
But suddenly, Jacob wasn’t alone. There was a man who tackled him, who struggled to dominate him. Now WE know it wasn’t a man at all. It was God. But Jacob didn’t seem to know that. God had entered the picture at a moment when Jacob was most vulnerable. God sought to reclaim, not just Jacob’s mind, but his heart and his conscience and his daily reliance upon the Almighty. So all night they wrestled. Jacob was wrestling not just with this stranger, but with his guilt, his fear, his need to be in control of his life and even his pride. They must have been fairly well matched, or more likely, God paced himself to keep Jacob engaged. I think of it like a horse trainer who runs that stallion in a circle in the corral until the beast is so tired he doesn’t resist the
saddle. He’s just too exhausted to fight anymore. That was Jacob.
At one point God struck Jacob in the hip and put it out of joint. And then as the sun began to rise, God said, “Let me go.” But by now Jacob has an inkling about the identity of this opponent. He replies, “I will not let you go unless you bless me.” O Jacob? Again? But God is quite able to side step that one. He asks Jacob’s name. Now remember, the name Jacob means one who takes what does not belong to him. God says, “You shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel, for you have striven with God and with humans and have prevailed.”
A new name. A new identity. A new way of connecting with God and with the world around him. But Jacob’s not quite ready to let go of his old way of being. He asks God’s name. The ancient understanding was that to know the name of God was to have power over God. He doesn’t get an answer to that one, though. It would be Moses at the burning bush who learns God’s name – Yahweh. What Jacob got was better. He got a new lease on life. No longer the schemer or grifter. Now he was one who had striven with God and prevailed.
Think about the power in that. To wrestle with God and to hold one’s own. To lay all of our self out there. To finally relinquish what had been in order to become a new and healthier person—one with more integrity, more capacity to love, more awareness of God’s presence, more confident in his ability to serve God. That was the gift of God to Jacob that night. It was a gift that would serve him well when Esau finally did arrive.
I propose that many of us—perhaps most of us—have had similar wrestling matches with God. “No, God,” we say, “I want to be in control of my life. I want this. You owe me that. O, God my guilt and my conscience won’t let me have any peace. You have to let me go. O, God, I am so afraid. You have to step in and help me. Let me tell you exactly how you must do this.”
And here’s the thing. I think there’s value in that wrestling. I think there’s strength to be gained. I think that wrestling is holy work. After all, God already knows our hearts and our minds. To fully engage with God is to invite the Lord into our struggle, to ask God to be a participant in that struggle. Like Jacob, or rather Israel, we might limp as we walk away, but in that wrestling we’ve gained something pretty priceless. We’ve been changed. We’ve been touched by God.
My Friends, we live in a world where God is inviting us to that type of full engagement. God desires to rename us—not from a given personal name, but from a generic, anonymous identity to know ourselves as a child of God, one who has been blessed by the Almighty and who now walks in the pathways of God’s grace and healing. To get there we need to relinquish certain things, and that’s where the wrestling comes in. Sometimes it’s hard to let those things go.
We need to let go of me-first thinking. We let go of the assumption that we are in charge of our lives. We let go of guilt and learn to forgive ourselves for past mistakes, even for those times when we’ve hurt others whom we love. We let go of the assumptions about the way things have always been or should be. We let go of fear that paralyzes us and refuses to let us move forward. All of these things fall away as we wrestle with God.
They fall away for us as individuals, and they fall away for us as a collective group who are Christ’s church in a particular time and place. We seek new directions that God has for us, and that means we need to let God have his way with us. It might feel
like our hip has been knocked out of its socket as we consider paths that are new and strange and frightening. But just as God wouldn’t tell Jacob his name allowing this servant to have some control over God, God doesn’t allow us to be in charge, either, and that’s a good thing because God is God and we are not!
And then the sun will rise, exhausted we break away from our wrestling, and we limp away. But do you feel the calm? Do you feel the sense of confidence, the underlying assertion that it will be OK. This wrestler might be tired, but he’s not alone, and that makes all the difference in the world. He’s gotten on board with God and God is navigating things now.
My friends, we are in the wrestling phase of our quest for a new path for this congregation. It’s a frightening time, but it’s also a holy time. I commend you in this struggle. I believe God is also fully engaged and working to bring you life and hope and well-being.
So struggle well. Wrestle on. Lay it before the Lord, and allow God to rename you, too. In the process you will become a blessing to one another and to your community and your world. Jacob became a wonderful servant of our God. Let’s follow in his footprints and serve our Lord.
Praise God. Amen.
*HYMN Come Thou Fount of Every Blessing #356
(You may be seated.)
PASTORAL PRAYER
LORD’S PRAYER
Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name,
thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
Forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors;
and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, now and forever. Amen.
OFFERING OUR LIVES
*DOXOLOGY Praise God from Whom All Blessings Flow #592
*AFFIRMATION OF FAITH
From the Belhar Confession:
We believe that God has revealed himself as the One who wishes to bring about justice and true peace among people;
…that God, in a world full of injustice and enmity, is in a special way the God of the destitute, the poor and the wronged; that God calls the Church to follow him in this; for God brings justice to the oppressed and gives bread to the hungry.
*CLOSING HYMN: My Hope is Built on Nothing Less #379
Sending Forth
*CHARGE & BLESSING
*POSTLUDE
* Sections of the service preceded with * are times to stand if you are able to do so.
Bold text is to be read together aloud as a congregation.
Some of today’s liturgy comes from the Book of Common Worship.
08/28/2022
Gathering
MUSICAL OFFERING
ANNOUNCEMENTS
Let me remind you quickly of our protocols for everyone’s safety.
· Attendance was taken by Ushers as you entered.
· Masks are required by those not vaccinated as well as social distancing
· Offerings may be placed in the plate by the doors.
· Please write your prayer request on the Yellow cards. An usher will pick them up during the 1st hymn.
· Please join us after service for fellowship in Calvin Hall
PRAYER REQUESTS
Gary Iverson, Bob Bock, Joan Boyd, Wanda Hirl, Marilyn Neymeyer, Joan Pinkston, Maxine Wagner, Annette Conzett, Jo Lefleur, Judy Welcher, Dr Dyke, Harlan Marx, Lois Seger, Jon Ryner, Abagail Niles, Helanah Niles, Kay Werner, Ukraine, Arlene Pawlik, Angela and Tristan, Bonnie Pillers, Deb Weller.
PRELUDE
*CALL TO WORSHIP
L: We are surrounded by the amazing gifts of God.
P: Big gifts, small gifts, healing gifts, gifts of sustenance and life.
L: We are witnesses to the love of Jesus Christ,
P: The most amazing gift of all.
L: So we gather this day to sing God’s praise,
P: And to offer our hearts in response to God’s goodness.
L: Come, Lord Jesus.
P: Be among us this Day. Amen.
*GATHERING PRAYER
We come to praise our God who is our Creator and our Redeemer. We give
thanks to our healer and our deliverer. We seek renewal and inspiration to go
on with our lives, to be God’s people, to offer God’s love and compassion to all God’s people. Amen.
*HYMN All Creatures of Our God and King # 455
(You may be seated.)
CALL TO CONFESSION
God knows our hearts and our minds. God feels our deep distress and is aware of the guilt that weighs us down. God invites us to come that we might know the release offered in his amazing love for us. Let us come and lay our broken selves before our Creator.
PRAYER OF CONFESSION
O Lord, We know that we have fallen short of your call to grace and generosity. We’ve turned a blind eye to the needs around us, claiming that our own security and comfort was primary. We’ve done harm to others in the pursuit of our advantage. We’ve been a fearful people, closing ourselves off to those around us. Forgive us for our self-centered thinking that closes our fist and prevents us from reaching out in your name.
WORDS OF ASSURANCE
O Lord, We know that we have fallen short of your call to grace and generosity. We’ve turned a blind eye to the needs around us, claiming that our own security and comfort was primary. We’ve done harm to others in the pursuit of our advantage. We’ve been a fearful people, closing ourselves off to those around us. Forgive us for our self-centered thinking that closes our fist and prevents us from reaching out in your name.
SONG OF PRAISE Gloria Patri #579
PASSING THE PEACE
(Please greet those around you as we all say these words in unison.)
May the peace of Christ be with you. And also with you.
INTERLUDE
Word
PRAYER FOR ILLUMINATION
Savior. In so many ways you offer blessings to your people. But we often struggle with our own impatience and blindness. As your word is read and proclaimed, may we hold open our hearts and minds to receive your presence, your healing and your love. Amen.
SCRIPTURE LESSONS
Genesis 27: 30-36a, 41
30 As soon as Isaac had finished blessing Jacob, when Jacob had scarcely gone out from the presence of his father Isaac, his brother Esau came in from his hunting. 31 He also prepared savoury food, and brought it to his father. And he said to his father, ‘Let my father sit up and eat of his son’s game, so that you may bless me.’ 32 His father Isaac said to him, ‘Who are you?’ He answered, ‘I am your firstborn son, Esau.’ 33
Then Isaac trembled violently, and said, ‘Who was it then that hunted game and brought it to me, and I ate it all[a] before you came, and I have blessed him?—yes, and blessed he shall be!’ 34 When Esau heard his father’s words, he cried out with an exceedingly great and bitter cry, and said to his father, ‘Bless me, me also, father!’ 35 But he said, ‘Your brother came deceitfully, and he has taken away your blessing.’ 36 Esau said, ‘Is he not rightly named Jacob? 41 Now Esau hated Jacob because of the blessing with which his father had blessed him, and Esau said to himself, ‘The days of mourning for my father are approaching; then I will kill my brother Jacob.
Genesis 32: 22-32
22 The same night he got up and took his two wives, his two maids, and his eleven children, and crossed the ford of the Jabbok. 23 He took them and sent them across the stream, and likewise everything that he had. 24 Jacob was left alone; and a man wrestled with him until daybreak. 25 When the man saw that he did not prevail against Jacob, he struck him on the hip socket; and Jacob’s hip was put out of joint as he wrestled with him. 26 Then he said, ‘Let me go, for the day is breaking.’ But Jacob said, ‘I will not let you go, unless you bless me.’ 27 So he said to him, ‘What is your name?’ And he said, ‘Jacob.’ 28 Then the man[a] said, ‘You shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel, for you have striven with God and with humans, and have prevailed.’ 29 Then Jacob asked him, ‘Please tell me your name.’ But he said, ‘Why is it that you ask my name?’ And there he blessed him. 30 So Jacob called the place Peniel, saying, ‘For I have seen God face to face, and yet my life is preserved.’ 31 The sun rose upon him as he passed Penuel, limping because of his hip. 32 Therefore to this day the Israelites do not eat the thigh muscle that is on the hip socket, because he struck Jacob on the hip socket at the thigh muscle.
SERMON Wrestling with God
In today’s world we might call Jacob a grifter. My dictionary defines grifter as a person who engages in small scale swindling and deceit. Although, I bet Esau wouldn’t consider Jacob’s thefts small scale! First, he manipulates things such that his older brother is forced to trade his birthright for a bowl of stew. (Although, one might wonder at the wisdom of such a trade! ) As the eldest brother, Esau was entitled to the largest share of his father’s estate, but by his manipulation, Jacob was able to get his hands on that much larger share.
In our reading for today, we learn that Jacob and his mother, Rebekah had pulled one over on an aging Isaac. They had deceived the blind, old man into giving to this younger son, the blessing-- that which would ensure that Jacob’s offspring would inherit the promises that God had made to his grandfather, Abraham. Land and children as numerous as the stars, and perhaps most importantly, God’s claim and blessing to rest upon Jacob.
No, Esau wasn’t happy. We can tell that by the way he was plotting Jacob’s death! Perhaps Jacob and Rebekah had thought he would accept this loss in the same way he seemed to have acquiesced to the loss of his birthright. But that wasn’t the case.
Esau was hot, and that meant Jacob had to get out of Dodge--fast. Just as Abraham had left his father’s house and gone out into the unknown, Jacob would have to go. BUT, he did it without a wife or household, without livestock or time to plan. Without a farewell party or time to gather provisions or even say a proper goodbye. He’s off. He’s in the wind. He’s running for his life.
How frightening and lonely it must have been! I wonder if Jacob would have given back that blessing if he could. But that’s not the way these things work.
Jacob ran to his mother’s brother, to Laban, who was every bit as shifty and devious and out for his own advantage as Jacob. And he stayed there for many years. He did OK. He acquired two wives and their maid servants as his concubines, eleven sons and at least one daughter. ( A 12 th son would be born later.) He had flocks of sheep and goats, camels and cows and donkeys. He had servants and all that went with these things. Jacob was a rich man. God had, indeed, blessed him!
But now God was calling Jacob home. His father’s home was where the land was. It was the land that God had promised to Abraham. Home was where he needed to be. There was only one problem. Esau. The wrath of Esau was likely still burning hot. He had pledged Jacob’s death, and he was a powerful man—a manly man! Just because many years had passed, it didn’t mean that Esau had mellowed.
So Jacob, the schemer, the grifter, began to develop a plan. He divided out a portion of his livestock—sheep, goats, cows, donkeys, camels. Five species of animals, and he put them into herds of each species. He then had servants drive each herd along the path towards where his brother would come. He spaced them so that there would be maximum impact. Five times Esau would encounter a herd of animals, and each time the servant would tell this angry, older brother that these animals belonged to Jacob and were sent as a gift to Esau. It seemed that Jacob was well aware that the guilt was on him. He was well aware that it was up to him to fix this thing, and he hoped that with some generosity, Esau might calm, and they could co-exist in peace.
But there was no guarantee. So Jacob, the crafty person that he was, divided the remaining part of his livestock and sent them in opposite directions. Perhaps if Esau was determined to get his revenge on Jacob, at least half of the livestock would survive. He also took his family and put them in a safe place so they wouldn’t be harmed.
And then there was nothing to do but to wait. Dark was falling, and it looked to be along and uncomfortable night. How anxious he must have been! How lonely! How filled with dread was his racing mind!
But suddenly, Jacob wasn’t alone. There was a man who tackled him, who struggled to dominate him. Now WE know it wasn’t a man at all. It was God. But Jacob didn’t seem to know that. God had entered the picture at a moment when Jacob was most vulnerable. God sought to reclaim, not just Jacob’s mind, but his heart and his conscience and his daily reliance upon the Almighty. So all night they wrestled. Jacob was wrestling not just with this stranger, but with his guilt, his fear, his need to be in control of his life and even his pride. They must have been fairly well matched, or more likely, God paced himself to keep Jacob engaged. I think of it like a horse trainer who runs that stallion in a circle in the corral until the beast is so tired he doesn’t resist the
saddle. He’s just too exhausted to fight anymore. That was Jacob.
At one point God struck Jacob in the hip and put it out of joint. And then as the sun began to rise, God said, “Let me go.” But by now Jacob has an inkling about the identity of this opponent. He replies, “I will not let you go unless you bless me.” O Jacob? Again? But God is quite able to side step that one. He asks Jacob’s name. Now remember, the name Jacob means one who takes what does not belong to him. God says, “You shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel, for you have striven with God and with humans and have prevailed.”
A new name. A new identity. A new way of connecting with God and with the world around him. But Jacob’s not quite ready to let go of his old way of being. He asks God’s name. The ancient understanding was that to know the name of God was to have power over God. He doesn’t get an answer to that one, though. It would be Moses at the burning bush who learns God’s name – Yahweh. What Jacob got was better. He got a new lease on life. No longer the schemer or grifter. Now he was one who had striven with God and prevailed.
Think about the power in that. To wrestle with God and to hold one’s own. To lay all of our self out there. To finally relinquish what had been in order to become a new and healthier person—one with more integrity, more capacity to love, more awareness of God’s presence, more confident in his ability to serve God. That was the gift of God to Jacob that night. It was a gift that would serve him well when Esau finally did arrive.
I propose that many of us—perhaps most of us—have had similar wrestling matches with God. “No, God,” we say, “I want to be in control of my life. I want this. You owe me that. O, God my guilt and my conscience won’t let me have any peace. You have to let me go. O, God, I am so afraid. You have to step in and help me. Let me tell you exactly how you must do this.”
And here’s the thing. I think there’s value in that wrestling. I think there’s strength to be gained. I think that wrestling is holy work. After all, God already knows our hearts and our minds. To fully engage with God is to invite the Lord into our struggle, to ask God to be a participant in that struggle. Like Jacob, or rather Israel, we might limp as we walk away, but in that wrestling we’ve gained something pretty priceless. We’ve been changed. We’ve been touched by God.
My Friends, we live in a world where God is inviting us to that type of full engagement. God desires to rename us—not from a given personal name, but from a generic, anonymous identity to know ourselves as a child of God, one who has been blessed by the Almighty and who now walks in the pathways of God’s grace and healing. To get there we need to relinquish certain things, and that’s where the wrestling comes in. Sometimes it’s hard to let those things go.
We need to let go of me-first thinking. We let go of the assumption that we are in charge of our lives. We let go of guilt and learn to forgive ourselves for past mistakes, even for those times when we’ve hurt others whom we love. We let go of the assumptions about the way things have always been or should be. We let go of fear that paralyzes us and refuses to let us move forward. All of these things fall away as we wrestle with God.
They fall away for us as individuals, and they fall away for us as a collective group who are Christ’s church in a particular time and place. We seek new directions that God has for us, and that means we need to let God have his way with us. It might feel
like our hip has been knocked out of its socket as we consider paths that are new and strange and frightening. But just as God wouldn’t tell Jacob his name allowing this servant to have some control over God, God doesn’t allow us to be in charge, either, and that’s a good thing because God is God and we are not!
And then the sun will rise, exhausted we break away from our wrestling, and we limp away. But do you feel the calm? Do you feel the sense of confidence, the underlying assertion that it will be OK. This wrestler might be tired, but he’s not alone, and that makes all the difference in the world. He’s gotten on board with God and God is navigating things now.
My friends, we are in the wrestling phase of our quest for a new path for this congregation. It’s a frightening time, but it’s also a holy time. I commend you in this struggle. I believe God is also fully engaged and working to bring you life and hope and well-being.
So struggle well. Wrestle on. Lay it before the Lord, and allow God to rename you, too. In the process you will become a blessing to one another and to your community and your world. Jacob became a wonderful servant of our God. Let’s follow in his footprints and serve our Lord.
Praise God. Amen.
*HYMN Come Thou Fount of Every Blessing #356
(You may be seated.)
PASTORAL PRAYER
LORD’S PRAYER
Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name,
thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
Forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors;
and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, now and forever. Amen.
OFFERING OUR LIVES
*DOXOLOGY Praise God from Whom All Blessings Flow #592
*AFFIRMATION OF FAITH
From the Belhar Confession:
We believe that God has revealed himself as the One who wishes to bring about justice and true peace among people;
…that God, in a world full of injustice and enmity, is in a special way the God of the destitute, the poor and the wronged; that God calls the Church to follow him in this; for God brings justice to the oppressed and gives bread to the hungry.
*CLOSING HYMN: My Hope is Built on Nothing Less #379
Sending Forth
*CHARGE & BLESSING
*POSTLUDE
* Sections of the service preceded with * are times to stand if you are able to do so.
Bold text is to be read together aloud as a congregation.
Some of today’s liturgy comes from the Book of Common Worship.